Birthday Party

Wow, thanks for all the great comments, guys! I totally want to try that drink again. I have to work Friday after school. Should I ask my boss about it and find out what exactly it is, or just sneak some more after he leaves? If I do drink some, I don't think I should try too much. If it really is what's made me grow so fast, who knows if it has any side effects... speaking of side effects...

So I went to Kat's birthday party on Saturday. Since we were all sleeping over, I was expecting it to just be our normal girl crew. Apparently, Kat convinced her parents to let her invite a few boys as long as we didn't lock any doors. Her parents are a bit crazy, but we're all pretty much adults now so I guess they're starting to loosen up.

Overall, it was a fun group, about 12 of us. We did all the normal teenager stuff like Spin the Bottle, Truth or Dare, and stuff like that. It got a little awkward when we were playing Spin the Bottle because Kat and our friend Angela kept "accidentally" kicking my spins so that they would always point to Steve, this guy from our grade. Steve is nice, but a bit of a meat head. Don't get me wrong, I'm starting to love muscles now, but on big stupid guys they're just gross. Then Angie made it really awkward when I refused to kiss Steve for the 4th time and she said, "What? Mel, you're getting all strong and muscular now! You guys would have the best sex!"

I almost threw up. When I wasn't looking as fit as I am now, I wasn't getting noticed by boys at all, and now I've upgraded to this? Yuck!

My only saving grace was Danny, who I'm surprised even came since Steve kinda picks on him a bit at school. Steve was trying to impress the girls tonight so luckily he didn't pay any attention to Danny. In fact, no one was really paying attention to him. He and Kat used to be best friends, but since she discovered meat heads like Steve, she's starting to ignore him. Danny is a bit shy, but really nice. He's small for a guy, about 5' 5" and isn't very athletic. He's more of the sweet artsy type.

When we got sick of all the games we decided to watch "Zohan," Kat's favorite movie. Terrified of getting stuck sitting on the couch next to Steve, I immediately sat on the floor next to Danny. I'd seen the movie a hundred times, so I kinda stopped paying attention. I even dosed off at one point and fell over onto Danny's shoulder by accident. When I realized, I immediately perked up, a little embarrassed. I looked up at him and he just kinda laughed a little. Then, I don't know what got into me, maybe I was just tired, but I put my head back on his shoulder and it felt really nice. I'm usually not much of a flirt, but I felt inclined to squeeze his arm. There wasn't much to squeeze. I imagine at this rate, in a few weeks I'll probably have bigger arms than him, but that's not saying much. Then Danny put his hand on my bicep and gave it a little squeeze. He looked at me with an approving smile. I guess it's not everyday a boy gets to squeeze a fit little girl's muscles.

After the movie, we all got pretty tired. We all pulled out our blankets and of course I picked a spot next to Danny. I couldn't stop thinking about how nice it would be to cuddle with him, but I was starting to feel shy again. I Then I imagined how amazing it would be if I became one of those huge female bodybuilders and dated a guy like him. Now that would be fun! Shortly after we turned off the light, I fell asleep.

That night I had that dream again where I'm all big, strong and muscular. All I wanted to do was flex and feel my enormous muscles. I felt this incredible surge of power and then I don't really understand what happened next. I seemed to be back in Kat's basement, but still in the dream kinda. I could see the room around me from where I was laying, but I still felt so huge and strong. Then I caught a glance of two eyes looking straight at me... Danny's. He stared at me with a look of complete terror. I looked around and everyone else was sleeping. It must've been deep into the night. I looked at my body, and I my muscles were bulging out of my pajamas. My sleeves were ripping at the seams. I couldn't believe what I was looking at. It was almost like my dream. Then, I guess I fell back to sleep.

In the morning, I woke up my old self again. I mean, still fit, but without the huge beefy muscles. I was a little sad because I really missed them! Then it occurred to me, I have to talk to Danny! I looked around but he was gone. No one seemed to know where he went so we assumed he left before everyone else woke up. I think I scared him away!

I still don't know what the heck happened, but no one else said anything about waking up in the middle of the night witnessing a giant muscular girl in my pajamas! However, Kat did tell me that I need to get new ones since mine are all old and ripped. ;)

I've seen Danny a bit at school this week, but he keeps avoiding me. I really want to ask him what he saw and tell him that he shouldn't be afraid of me, if that's what it is. Aside from working out everyday like a champ, I'm having trouble getting him out of my head as well as the thought of this huge muscular me. What I'd really like to know is how I can bring her back!

Okay, it's really late. Gonna be really tired at school tomorrow. Goodnight!

Love,
Mel