Workouts with Kat and Sunday with Danny

I’m sooooooo sorry I haven’t written to you guys all week! I actually started bringing Kat to the gym with me after school so that’s kinda made me busier. She doesn’t know anything about lifting weights so I have to teach her everything making our workouts run longer. I haven’t really grown much this week because I haven’t figured out how to show Kat my secret.

After our workouts, we’ve just been drinking regular protein shakes. Nothing wrong with that, but they aren’t making me grow like before. Oh well, I can be patient. I’m really enjoying my current size of 5’ 4” at about 125lbs.

It’s funny, a few weeks ago Kat and I were about the same size and now I’m a few inches taller than her! She also had no interest in working out, but since the boys at school seem to be noticing me more, she wants in on some of the action.

Right, so last Sunday I also hung out with Danny. He came by my house and we walked over to this park nearby. We were going to watch a movie but I insisted that we go to the park since it was so nice out. A lot of us used to play there a lot as kids since there’s a jungle gym and swings and stuff.

We just kinda walked around and talked a bit. We talked about going to college and what we wanted to do and stuff. I told him honestly that I wasn’t totally sure and that I was going to wait a year or two to figure that out. The whole time, I know he noticed I had grown a little bigger since we last spoke at school. I was wearing another tight shirt showing my arms, so he kept staring. Then he asked.

“So how often do you work out?” he asked.

“Oh,” I said casually, “every once in awhile.”

“I bet you go to the gym a little more than every once in a while.”

“Ok yeah, I go quite a bit,” I said.

“Can I feel your bicep?” he asked. He got a bit shy then, like he had wanted to ask for a while.

“Sure.” I pulled up my sleeve a bit and flexed my arm. He stood there for a bit before getting the nerve to react. When he put his hand on my bicep, he gave it a little squeeze but my muscles were too hard to give. His hands were warm and a little clammy. He gulped.

“I think your biceps might be bigger than mine,” he said.

“Yeah right!” I didn’t believe him. “You’re a boy! Let me see.” I squeezed his bicep before he could respond. “Make a muscle,” I demanded.

“I am,” he replied.

“Oh,” I was surprised. He was right. My arm wasn’t really bigger then his, but it was much harder. His was a little soft and squishy, kinda like mine used to be. I reached around his back and gave him a big hug. It hadn’t occurred to me that I would soon be stronger than boys. I had always assumed that boys were so much bigger and stronger than girls. Danny was still overall bigger than me, but soon, that’s all going to change.

We pulled back from our hug a bit and look at each other in the eyes. At first, I waited for him to kiss me, but something about me didn’t want to just yet. So I pulled back from our embrace, just in time.

Danny and I agreed to start hanging out more. On our way home, our hands conveniently brushed each other as we walked. It was cute. He wanted so bad to kiss me, but I kinda liked teasing him a bit. I also couldn’t stop imagining what it will be like to grow bigger than him. This is going to be a lot of fun!

Love,

Mel

I Grew Again

Well, I'm a day behind. Sorry! Danny and I hung out today which was... well, I'll tell you later!

For now, I want write about yesterday morning. So decided to do what I did last week and tried some more of that super powder, whatever it is. Basically, the stuff that I think made me grow last weekend. I think it might also be what made me grow huge temporarily in my sleep. Anyways, I thought I'd try it again and see what would happen.

After my workout on Friday, I snuck in back of the shop and grabbed some more powder, same amount as last weekend. I wanted to try one of the other powders, but I'm not quite ready yet to experiment with too many new substances.

So I drank the shake on my way home. When I got home, I was starving, just like last week. I ate whatever I could get my hands on. I ended up having an omelette with 6 eggs, a turkey sandwich and a tall glass of milk. My Mom was out with friends, so she wasn't around to get grossed out by my extreme eating.

After studying for a biology exam I have next week, I dosed off. I think it was 10pm. Sure enough, I woke up at about 2am and my pajamas had been all stretched out like the week before. I felt so awake and had this itch all over my body. I stood in front my my mirror and flexed my muscles. It feels so good to flex after sleeping for a few hours and it feels especially good when you know your muscles are about to grow.

Then it hit me. I could feel my arms expanding as I flexed them. I threw my head back, enjoying the sensation of my traps bulging. My chest expanded, growing tighter and bigger. The growth was slow and slight, but it felt incredible! I kept flexing, feeling the wonderful tension all over my body.

When it stopped, I measured myself. I seemed to have grown another inch taller. I had grown throughout the week, but nothing like this! I also think all of the eating has added extra some bulk.

I'm now about 5' 4" and weigh 122 lbs.

After growing so much, all I could think about was how Danny was going to react!

I'll write about that soon!

Love,

Mel

I talked to Danny

Today I wore a shirt that used to hang a little bit off my shoulders and I never wore it because it's really meant to be kinda tight. Anyways, I wore it today and I think I looked pretty good in it. The sleeves were really tight and accentuated my biceps in a really good way.

It was very brief but Danny and I passed each other between classes and he gave me a long strange look, like he wanted to look away but couldn't. I guess that's what the cute girls always complain about. I think it was kinda nice. Usually the cute girls say mean things but I was like, "Hey stranger!"

He smiled and got really shy for a moment, but then asked, "Is that a new shirt?" I know what he meant. He was totally checking out my biceps.

I winked, surprisingly with a lot of confidence. "Oh, you know, it's an old shirt, but I've really grown into it."

"I see that," He replied.

I wanted to ask him about the birthday party (I wrote about that in an earlier post for you newcomers), but all that could come out was, "We should hang out sometime."

Anyways, the conversation wasn't really interesting, but we decided to hang out on Sunday afternoon and watch a movie at my place. The whole time, he had trouble looking away from my arms. I can't wait for more of that on Sunday, especially since I plan on drinking some more of that crazy growth drink on Friday after my workout. By Sunday, I'm bound to be a little bit bigger which I'm sure he'll notice!

It's also great to know that he wasn't totally freaked out by the other night. In fact, he clearly likes my new muscles and probably enjoyed it. Sunday is gonna be a great day!

Love,

Mel

Quick Update

Hey guys, I just wanted to post a quick update this morning before I go to school.

So when I started working out, I was 5' nothing, weighing a mere 95lbs.

I'm now 5'3 weighing 108lbs!

Amazing how much I've grown in only a few weeks! I still have a long way to go before I get to where I want to be. I'm so excited about how quickly this is happening. It seems like my dream of being a huge female bodybuilder isn't so unrealistic after all!

Anyways, sorry I haven't been updating you guys more frequently. Would you like more little updates like this? I guess I haven't gotten used to the combination of finals, working out like crazy, and now trying to see my friends more. For now, here's a pic so you can track my progress.

Ok, I gotta run or I'll be late for school. Byeeee!

Love,

Mel

So, I haven't been able to talk to Danny at all this week to figure out what he saw last weekend. I don't fully understand what happened. All I can think of is that somehow, I actually grew in the middle of the night and he witnessed it. Definitely a mystery I plan to solve! But I have another mystery to solve first!

After school, I went to Mr. Borkowski's to work. He decided to leave me alone in the shop for the first time, so he could go do some work at the gym next door. It wasn't a very busy day, so the first thing I did was go right to that closet to see if that powder was still there. Sure enough, it was! I scooped a few tablespoons into my drink bottle and shook it up, planning to drink it right after my workout later.

My workouts have been improving! Friday was arms day, and I can now curl a few reps with the 20lb dumbells! Throughout the week, I was able to raise my weight on almost all of my exercises. On top of that, I've also been working out for longer hours and am now using the school weight room during all of my gym classes and still going to the gym after school.

After my 90-minute workout, which included 30 minutes of cardio, I started walking home, sipping from my drink bottle. It was a bit thicker than I remember, so I think I put in a little bit more more than last time. When I got home, I had finished the whole thing, yet for some reason, I still felt really hungry. In fact, I was starving!

Mom hadn't planned on a big dinner, so I grabbed what I could find in the fridge and pantry. Mom made chicken breasts, and I had a side of a peanut butter sandwich, canned chilli and a tall glass of milk. I finished all of it!

After dinner I talked on the phone with Kat for a bit. She was a little upset that I wasn't hanging out much lately and seemed to be less interested in my friends. I honestly didn't realize it, but I guess I have been neglecting them a lot lately. At first, they seemed a bit weirded out by my sudden growth spurt and little muscles, but recently they've started to respect me for it. Kat especially. She said she even might want to come workout with me sometime! We made up and I told her I'd try to make more time for them. It's hard with all of my working out, but I'll make a bigger effort.

After our chat, I did some homework. Next thing I knew it was midnight and I was pretty beat, ready to sleep for a whole day if I could. I put on my pajamas and went to sleep.

I had that dream again, but somehow it felt different, a little more real. It didn't last very long, and I woke up when it was over. It was 3am and I was back in my bed, still in my own body. The only change was that my pajamas were all stretched out, hanging loosely and had little rips at the seams. I got up and looked at myself in the mirror. I looked the same, but I felt great.

I had a little late night posing session. I don't know why, but I just felt inclined to celebrate my muscles. As I flexed, I felt this amazing rush through my body. I kept flexing all over and then something happened. It started with my calves. They felt stronger than usual. I flexed them by standing on my toes and this great new sensation continued. I felt it in my forearms, then biceps, then legs and eventually my whole body. As I continued to flex, my pajamas started getting tighter. I put my hands on my quads and felt them as they grew thicker and my legs longer.

The sensation was incredible! My calves grew ever so slightly and my abs grew harder to the touch. My forearms expanded as I squeezed my fists and my biceps pumped and bulged. I put my hands on my shoulders and could feel my traps rising, growing harder and more defined. Then it stopped.

My pajamas were still hanging off me, but I had definitely grown a little bigger in the last few minutes. I posed in the mirror some more and I felt much stronger and more muscular. I went over to my wall and checked my height. I had grown 3/4" in five minutes! After my little growth session, I started to fade and went back to bed.

So here I am, convinced more than before that that drink had something to do with last weekend's sudden growth spurt. There is still plenty of powder left at the store, but there are also all those other powders. Do you guys think I should stick with a good thing and have more next week or try something new and different?

Also, should I pursue Danny now that he's the only person at my school who knows anything about my mysterious late night muscle growths? Lastly, should I tell Kat or should I just try to get her to workout with me?

I wanna know what you think!

Love,

Mel

P.S. - I'll try to post more pictures to show you my progress!

Birthday Party

Wow, thanks for all the great comments, guys! I totally want to try that drink again. I have to work Friday after school. Should I ask my boss about it and find out what exactly it is, or just sneak some more after he leaves? If I do drink some, I don't think I should try too much. If it really is what's made me grow so fast, who knows if it has any side effects... speaking of side effects...

So I went to Kat's birthday party on Saturday. Since we were all sleeping over, I was expecting it to just be our normal girl crew. Apparently, Kat convinced her parents to let her invite a few boys as long as we didn't lock any doors. Her parents are a bit crazy, but we're all pretty much adults now so I guess they're starting to loosen up.

Overall, it was a fun group, about 12 of us. We did all the normal teenager stuff like Spin the Bottle, Truth or Dare, and stuff like that. It got a little awkward when we were playing Spin the Bottle because Kat and our friend Angela kept "accidentally" kicking my spins so that they would always point to Steve, this guy from our grade. Steve is nice, but a bit of a meat head. Don't get me wrong, I'm starting to love muscles now, but on big stupid guys they're just gross. Then Angie made it really awkward when I refused to kiss Steve for the 4th time and she said, "What? Mel, you're getting all strong and muscular now! You guys would have the best sex!"

I almost threw up. When I wasn't looking as fit as I am now, I wasn't getting noticed by boys at all, and now I've upgraded to this? Yuck!

My only saving grace was Danny, who I'm surprised even came since Steve kinda picks on him a bit at school. Steve was trying to impress the girls tonight so luckily he didn't pay any attention to Danny. In fact, no one was really paying attention to him. He and Kat used to be best friends, but since she discovered meat heads like Steve, she's starting to ignore him. Danny is a bit shy, but really nice. He's small for a guy, about 5' 5" and isn't very athletic. He's more of the sweet artsy type.

When we got sick of all the games we decided to watch "Zohan," Kat's favorite movie. Terrified of getting stuck sitting on the couch next to Steve, I immediately sat on the floor next to Danny. I'd seen the movie a hundred times, so I kinda stopped paying attention. I even dosed off at one point and fell over onto Danny's shoulder by accident. When I realized, I immediately perked up, a little embarrassed. I looked up at him and he just kinda laughed a little. Then, I don't know what got into me, maybe I was just tired, but I put my head back on his shoulder and it felt really nice. I'm usually not much of a flirt, but I felt inclined to squeeze his arm. There wasn't much to squeeze. I imagine at this rate, in a few weeks I'll probably have bigger arms than him, but that's not saying much. Then Danny put his hand on my bicep and gave it a little squeeze. He looked at me with an approving smile. I guess it's not everyday a boy gets to squeeze a fit little girl's muscles.

After the movie, we all got pretty tired. We all pulled out our blankets and of course I picked a spot next to Danny. I couldn't stop thinking about how nice it would be to cuddle with him, but I was starting to feel shy again. I Then I imagined how amazing it would be if I became one of those huge female bodybuilders and dated a guy like him. Now that would be fun! Shortly after we turned off the light, I fell asleep.

That night I had that dream again where I'm all big, strong and muscular. All I wanted to do was flex and feel my enormous muscles. I felt this incredible surge of power and then I don't really understand what happened next. I seemed to be back in Kat's basement, but still in the dream kinda. I could see the room around me from where I was laying, but I still felt so huge and strong. Then I caught a glance of two eyes looking straight at me... Danny's. He stared at me with a look of complete terror. I looked around and everyone else was sleeping. It must've been deep into the night. I looked at my body, and I my muscles were bulging out of my pajamas. My sleeves were ripping at the seams. I couldn't believe what I was looking at. It was almost like my dream. Then, I guess I fell back to sleep.

In the morning, I woke up my old self again. I mean, still fit, but without the huge beefy muscles. I was a little sad because I really missed them! Then it occurred to me, I have to talk to Danny! I looked around but he was gone. No one seemed to know where he went so we assumed he left before everyone else woke up. I think I scared him away!

I still don't know what the heck happened, but no one else said anything about waking up in the middle of the night witnessing a giant muscular girl in my pajamas! However, Kat did tell me that I need to get new ones since mine are all old and ripped. ;)

I've seen Danny a bit at school this week, but he keeps avoiding me. I really want to ask him what he saw and tell him that he shouldn't be afraid of me, if that's what it is. Aside from working out everyday like a champ, I'm having trouble getting him out of my head as well as the thought of this huge muscular me. What I'd really like to know is how I can bring her back!

Okay, it's really late. Gonna be really tired at school tomorrow. Goodnight!

Love,
Mel

Two Inches Taller

Hey guys,

I dunno what’s going on, but something strange is definitely happening to me and I kinda like it.

You see, I woke up Saturday morning, pretty well rested. In fact, I felt amazing! Lately, I’ve been jogging in the mornings to get myself a good jump-start. So, I when I woke up, I threw on my jogging clothes and they felt really tight. The sleeves of my shirt were pinching my arms as I pushed them through and the collar was squeezing my neck. The bottom of the shirt just barely reached my belly button. My shorts were even worse. They felt so uncomfortable, I didn’t even bother putting them on all the way and immediately took them off.

In the mirror I looked different. I had new definition in my muscles that hadn’t been there the day before. When I flexed, I could feel my biceps bulge and the little veins that previously only popped up when I lifted weights were now showing. Something else was different, though. I walked over to a spot on my wall, where years ago I started tracking my height. I stopped tracking it when I stopped growing. I measured myself up, surprised to find that in the last two weeks, I’ve grown almost two inches! Hooray 5' 2"!!

I can’t figure out how I grew so much in one night. Then it occurred to me. The previous day, on Friday, I found that weird powder at work. I can’t be certain that’s what did it, but there’s only one way to find out. I’m going to go back to my original protein drink this week, but next weekend, I’ll try this mysterious mix again and see what happens. Whaddya think?

Okay, so there’s another story I have to tell you, but I’m not gonna write it right now. Remember Kat’s birthday party on Saturday that I told you about? Well, something weird happened there, too. Honestly, it’s even stranger than this growth spurt. Bedtime! Byee!

Love,
Mel

New Muscle Drink

So I went to work today after school. Kind of a drag at first because I just wanted to get to the gym! So close, yet so far! It ended up not being so bad since Mr. Borkowski decided to only have me work for a few hours in the shop. I guess he could tell I was eager to go work out so he let me off easy. I mostly just stocked shelves and broke down boxes. I can tell my work outs haven't been for nothing. Everything feels so much lighter than it did last week!

So, today was my arms day... By the way, I've given myself a workout plan. I guess every bodybuilder has to have one. What do you think?

Monday - Chest
Tuesday - Back
Wednesday - Legs 1
Thursday - Shoulders
Friday - Arms
Saturday - Legs 2

Anyway, arms day! I'm really improving. I don't know how much I attribute to my sudden growth spurt (now a little over an inch taller), or how much is because of my persistent workouts. I think I'll give myself some credit and say it's the workouts. Today I tried curling the 20lb dumbells and was able to do one rep! I know that's nothing to a boy, but for a girl, that's tough so I'm really impressed with myself! I even popped little veins in my bicep muscles! I got so excited I almost dropped the weights on the floor! I never thought I'd ever be that strong... but it's still not strong enough!

After working out, I went over to Mr. Borkowski's to mooch some more of my protein drink and unfortunately he had already left for the day. I have a key so I went in to try and find it myself. I still don't know the store too well, so I couldn't find it anywhere. I looked around all the shelves and even in the stock room in the back. I checked a closet in the back of the stockroom which I figured would be a long-shot. I wasn't expecting to find much of anything in there.

Instead, it was full of odd products that we didn't put on shelves in the front. There were bottles of pills and jars of power, some with handwritten labels and in lots of different languages. I'm guessing this stuff was just extra and not worth selling in the front. I found one bottle with English writing on it. It read "PROTEIN MAKER." Sounded like protein powder to me. I figured If I was gonna grab something from the store, Mr. Borkowski would probably rather I grab it from back here instead of pulling stuff off shelves in the front.

I scooped about four tablespoons (I guess that's a normal dose for protein powder) and mixed it up with some water. The water got really thick and even expanded a little. It was much thicker than my normal drink and didn't really taste like anything. I sucked it down regardless and headed home.

I didn't make any plans tonight since I'm exhausted from a busy week and Kat's party is tomorrow. I just chilled out in front of the TV and ate a 12oz salmon steak with three servings of a bean salad. Lot's of protein! I've been so hungry lately. I even brought a bunch of protein bars to school that I keep in my locker in case I get the munchies between classes.

That growth spurt really hit full force since I'm now a little more than an inch taller than I was last week. I don't know if it's stopped, but I'm gonna buy some new pants tomorrow. My shirts are all a lot more form fitting than before which I can't complain about. My chest even seems to have grown a little so I'm looking a little more curvy than before.

Ok, well I'm pretty beat. Gonna make it an early Friday night and will try to get up early tomorrow to do some shopping. I'm also eager to have another one of those muscle dreams. ;)

Happy Friday!

Love,
Mel

Back to School

Helllooo!

Sorry I haven't posted in a few days. Been really busy since school started on Monday and my friends all got back in town. I guess it's now the home stretch of senior year. Hooray! Finals are now rearing their ugly heads. :( Hopefully they won't interfere with my new hobby. ;)

So yeah, about that... Ever since that first day at the gym, I keep going back. I'm loving it!!! Even that day I said I was going to take off... I went anyways. I know they say you're not supposed to work out every single day, but I can't help it. It's weird because I really feel great, so I'm just gonna keep going until it's too much. In fact, yesterday I opted to spend gym class in the weight room. I was totally the only girl, but I didn't care. I didn't really pay attention to anyone else. I totally get in the 'zone' now when I work out. After school, I went to my gym for a second workout!

I'm really proud of the results I'm getting. My stomach is starting to get harder and my arms are feeling pretty firm. Not bad for a girl who just started working out! What's even better is that I seem to be having another growth spurt. In the last few days I grew almost a whole inch! I didn't think I was going to be having any more growth spurts at 17, but I'll take it! The only problem is my clothes are starting to get tight so I need to do some shopping.

Diet has also been a big thing. I've been bringing my own lunches to school, since the food they sell is gross. It's all pizza and tater tots. I've read that none of that stuff builds muscle, and frankly it's just really bad for you. I've been eating egg-whites for breakfast every morning and am bringing grilled chicken breasts to school for lunch. My mom thinks it's weird that I'm trying to eat so much, but mom's are rarely very worried when their teenage daughters are well fed. I don't know why I'm so hungry although I guess my growth spurt has something to do with it. I'm still drinking those protein shakes from the shop and am even having two servings a day. I can't get enough of them!

I'm back to sleeping normal hours, but I'm still having those weird dreams where I'm all big and strong. I'm getting used to them though, and frankly there kinda fun!

Oh yeah, so on Monday I told my friend Katerina about my new aspiration to be a female bodybuilder. She said I was completely insane and that I would only last for another month before I got sick of it. About an hour later I was at the gym doing lat pulldowns (I'm learning all the weight room lingo). Katerina is about my size and I tried to get her to join me in my "big dream," but she's more interested in attracting boys. She's having a birthday party on Saturday and invited a few, one that she wants to set me up with. I don't even remember his name.

Okay, time to get to bed. Talk to you all soon!

Love,
Mel

Sunday Morning

I had my first day of training yesterday at the store with Mr. Borkowski. Turns out, he's a bit of a nut, but kinda sweet. He gave me a basic tour of the different products he sells from name brand protein powders to obscure imported products. I forget what most of the imported ones were but they all had to do with building muscle or strength. Aren't I lucky to have found this place? ;)

After a few hours of moving boxes and stocking shelves, I went next door to the gym for some training of my own. I decided to start with bench press this time, but could only do the bar with no weights. Overall, I felt much better than yesterday. I felt less winded, in more control of my body and even a bit stronger.

Like my normal clothes, my gym clothes also felt a bit tighter, especially in the arms and chest. In the mirror I didn't look too different, but my muscles definitely felt a bit harder than usual. I got really excited and enthusiastically continued my workout. I didn't feel sore or anything from the previous day so I figured I could work harder.

I even went back to doing bicep curls and found that the 5lb weights were a bit lighter than the day before, but the 10lb's were still too heavy. Overall, I couldn't believe how good I felt. Now I know why so many boys at school can't stop talking about working out. It's so much fun!

Afterwords, I asked Mr. Borkowski for another one of those protein drinks. He smiled and said "Of course!" I don't know why I asked for another. I didn't really like the taste, but somehow I craved it. When I got home, I took my shower and looked at myself in the mirror. I flexed... well tried to flex. I definitely had a good pump from working out, but my figure still looked small, thin and flat. No matter, I have a goal and I'm gonna stick to it!

After my little pose-down, I got really tired again and fell asleep right after dinner. I woke up a few minutes ago which means I slept for over 13 hours which is still weird for me. I also think I had another one of those dreams where I felt big and powerful. Even better, I think in the dream I was growing. Hopefully they continue!

I have to go to school tomorrow so I think I'll take today off. I don't know why I'm sleeping so much, but if it has something to do with working out, which it probably does, I can't afford to wake up late tomorrow.

Thanks for the comments! Keep 'em coming!

Love,
Mel

Weird Dream

Hey guys,

So I meant to write something yesterday, but... well here's what happened. I went to the gym yesterday afternoon. I was a bit nervous since I've never really worked out before. However, I've walked through the weight room at school plenty of times so I have plenty of images in my head of boys pumping iron. I figured I should just try doing what they do, right? Wrong!

I decided to start with bicep curls since it's probably the easiest to do. I thought, how cool would it be to have big arms? I picked up the 20lb dumbells, which was a mistake. I could barely move them, let alone do a single curl. I'm such a wimp! I tried the 15's and the 10's, still too heavy. WIth the 5's I was able to do a few curls, but I felt so pathetic. However, the pump felt kinda good so I tried not to think about the weight too much. For the rest of my workout, I pretty much just did machines since they all have instructions. I just don't think I'm ready for the heavy weights, yet. Someday!

At the end of my workout, I was a mess. I was walking funny which probably means I overdid it. As I was on my way out, I bumped into my new boss, Mr. Borkowski. He asked me how my workout went, so I flexed him my little girlie guns. He laughed and asked me what kind of post-workout protein drink I was going to have. I told him I don't know and never thought about it. He said it was the most important thing to do after working out, that and sleep. He then took me next do to the vitamin shop and mixed together a few powers and some milk and mixed it in one of those shakey drink mixer things that bartenders use. He poured it into a cup for me and told me it'll help me recover from the workout.

I took his word for it and gave it a sip. I lied and told him it was delicious, when it really just tasted like really bitter chocolate and... I dunno paprika or something. Regardless, I drank the whole thing and thanked him. When I go home, I took a shower, noticing how sore my body started to feel. I also started to get really sleepy and immediately after showering, I curled up into my bed, with my towel wrapped around me, and dosed off.

Then there was this dream... I don't know how to describe it. You really can't describe dreams with words, but basically it was like being in a different body. When I looked around, everything look smaller. Chairs, tables, doorways, all looked like they had been designed for children. I felt strong, like I could move anything, lift anything. I was confident, powerful and I wanted more. I could feel all kinds of control in my muscles that I hadn't felt before. It was like being able to flex muscles I didn't even know I had. I liked it... no I loved it!

I woke up this morning, confused because that would mean I slept for about 14 hours. I never do that. I got home from the gym in the afternoon. What the heck was that dream about? I wanted more! When I got dressed, I noticed all of my clothes seemed to fit a bit tighter than usual, probably nothing, but worth noting. How cool would it be to fill out my shirts with big arms and shoulders? Maybe someday... Anyways, I gotta get to work. First day of training at the shop! Tootles!

Love,
Mel

I joined a gym

Thanks for the encouragement, Area Orion! It's still kinda wierd to me, but it's been a long time since I've been so excited about something.

Since today was finally a nice day I decided to go for a jog around the neighborhood. Ok, it started as a jog and then became more of a sweaty fast walk. I'm way more out of shape than I realized. Then you won't believe this, I ended up sweaty walking by a little gym in a strip mall not too far from where I live. I'd seen it before, especially when I was little and used to ride my bike to a pizza shop that's not there anymore. The gym's been there forever and now the pizza shop is a wierd looking health food vitamin type store. Lucky me, the store had a "Now Hiring" sign in front. Remember how I wanted that summer job? I thought, hmm if I want to get buff (or at least try) this could be the perfect place to work!

The shop was wierd, but so are vitamins so what did I expect. They had a lot of huge containers of protein powder and all kinds of drinks and pills for energy, smartness, burning fat and of course, building muscle. There were even a number of products in wierd bottles that were labeled in some foreign language like Eastern European or Egyptian. I dunno. The point is, you'd have to shop there for years I'm guessing to be able to try everything just once.

Anyways, I met with the owner, a goofy little man who apparently owns the gym next door. He said he'd been running the shop for years by himself but when he bought the gym last year, he got really overwhelmed and needs someone to work the shop for him. I told him I have some excellent retail experience (a total lie) and that I would love to work there. I thought he would need at least a few days to make a decision, but he said he'd hire me. How cool is that!? Not only that, he told me I could use the gym for free!

So yeah, my first day training at the shop will be this weekend! Tomorrow, I'm gonna start at the gym which is a bit scary since I've never worked out. Wish me luck!

Love,
Mel

My First Blog!!

Ok, so I'm trying to make the best of a crappy situation. I'm on spring break, but all my friends went on a road trip to Miami without me :( I'm stuck up here in the Northeast because I simply couldn't afford to go. I always try to save money over the summer when I work but I always seem to spend it all in time to miss a crazy fun week on the beach with my ladies.

So yeah, I'm just trying to find ways to pass the time for the next few days. It rained all day yesterday so I was cooped up inside. I tried to cook myself a burger for lunch... big mistake! I almost burned down the house! So what's a a girl to do? What else? I spent most of the day on the internet of course.

I was trying to be productive, looking for a new summer job, college clothes, kitten youtube videos, etc. Alright, I admit I even looked at some pictures of cute boys. There's definitely no shortage there, but they all look so proud of themselves. Kinda gross. Oh, and speaking of gross, in my quest for cute boy pics I ended up accidentally running into some pictures of bodybuilders. Ugh, muscles are so disgusting... at least that's what I used to think.

So yeah, the muscular guys all creeped me out but then I stumbled upon some photos of some lady bodybuilders. I didn't even know they existed and I have to admit, it was kinda hot! I don't know what it was, but something about a woman having that much size, strength and power just gave me goosebumps.

All day today I couldn't stop thinking about it. Then I got thought, I wonder if I could get that big! I mean, I guess I can only get so big. I'm only 5' nothing and I'm a bit skinny. No abs or nothing, but definitely not chubby. I'm pretty cute, but no one seems to notice me except my little group which are all living it up in the tropics right now!

So here I am, starting a silly blog since I kinda wanna keep this a secret from my close friends and family. If there's anyone reading this who thinks I should try to build some muscles, give me a shout out!

Love,

Mel